I've introduced myself.
I've exposed my hurt.
I've given the most painful details of my life.
So, let me introduce to you my savior. If it wasn't for him, I don't know that i would still be alive. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't get out of bed everyday. I wouldn't care about a thing. At only 10 weeks old, this boy has saved me. He has saved me since before he was born. He is my hero. I hope one day I can make that known to him.
Ryan was a hero, Ryan was my hero in more ways than I can explain. Brayden is already following in his daddy's footsteps.
On September 20, 2013 at 12:18am I delivered Brayden Ryan Kaine Austin via c-section. Exactly 1 month after I laid Ryan to rest. Ryan was definitely with me.
He was born 8 lbs 9 oz and 20" long.
Red hair.
Beautiful Blue eyes.
& looks just like his father.
No, having Brayden does not make losing my husband any easier. No, it doesn't change anything. He simply has saved me, and given me a reason to continue living.
I hope I can raise Brayden to be half the man that Ryan's mother raised him to be. I don't look forward it doing this alone, but I look forward to watching our son grow.
Enjoy some pictures.
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